25.1

Happy Friday!!  Another day down, which means 2 less days for my boys in NICU!!  I've heard from a lot of people that they don't understand how we can be so positive through this journey and not be an emotional mess and my answer is - we have prayed for years to be parents and to now  to be expecting not 1, but 2 amazing little boys, we will do everything in our power to make sure they are healthy!  We know this is not in our hands and is out of our control, but believe that God has a plan for us and with faith we will get through!!  I can honestly say not everyday is easy, but every time I hear my boys heart beats on the monitor, my day is made!!  I know that they are relying on me and I will do EVERYTHING in my power to make sure they are as healthy as they can be!!

Today went great - all monitorings for the boys and myself went great!!  This morning when then boys were on the monitor, they were being quiet and staying on and then I called my mom to wish her a Happy Birthday and as soon as I said it they started going crazy!! It was obvious that they wanted to wish their grandma a Happy Birthday as well!! 

Brodie was here most of the day today and kept me company!!  I love when he is here!!  The boys are really starting to respond to his voice and we love every minute of it - minus when they play soccer with my bladder when they hear him!!

I had some really special visitors today, I know they are going through a lot themselves and for them to take the time to come see me meant so much!! We are truly blessed with the best family!!  I love you guys and know that we are praying like crazy for you!! 

Thanks to all my visitors - Kayla, Veronica, Danae, Micah, Dr. H, Carmen, Dr. R

Instead of a verse tonight, I decided to post some of the lyrics to one of my favorite songs!!  These words run through my mind so many times a day and really help me remember that we are not alone in this journey!!

Higher than the mountains that I face
Stronger than the power of the grave
Constant through the trial and the change
One thing remains
One thing remains

Your love never fails it never gives up it never runs out on me